In Christ alone my hope is found
He is my light, my strength, my song
This Cornerstone, this solid ground
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm
What heights of love, what depths of peace
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease
My Comforter, my All in All
Here in the love of Christ I stand
In Christ alone, who took on flesh
Fullness of God in helpless babe
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones He came to save
'Til on that cross as Jesus died
The wrath of God was satisfied
For every sin on Him was laid
Here in the death of Christ I live, I live
There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave He rose again
And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost its grip on me
For I am His and He is mine
Bought with the precious blood of Christ
No guilt in life, no fear in death
This is the power of Christ in me
From life's first cry to final breath
Jesus commands my destiny
No power of hell, no scheme of man
Can ever pluck me from His hand
Till He returns or calls me home
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand
I will stand
I will stand, all other ground is sinking sand
All other ground, all other ground
Is sinking sand, is sinking sand
So I'll stand
This is a song that never fails to make me cry in shame for what I have done in rejecting His plan for me. A plan that I asked for, that I begged for! I didn't want to die peacefully - I wanted to die fighting for Him! And so There is No Power of Hell, No Scheme of Man that will ever pluck this away from me. I was a Coward. I listened to the lies. I blinded myself to the Truth. The fight is not always against that which is tangible and easily seen. Sometimes the fight is much more nebulous. We are not up against an evil dark lord. We are up against our very selves. We are up against Sin itself. The devil is not hell's overlord. He is destined to be it's number one prisoner and he aims to not be alone there. So when we fight - we must keep in mind that it is not always as straight forward as we would like. The battle is not overseas. The battle is not with flesh and blood. It is SO Much more complicated than that. And if you are as stupid as I was to want Excitement instead of Boredom. If you have yearned for Excitement and to Battle for the Lord. Keep in mind that the Battle may come in a form you do not realize even exists. You may even be tortured so Intensely - you are driven mad. I always knew I couldn't handle torture, that I couldn't handle the level of Pain I am consistently submitted to by the enemy within my own mind. But as I child I knew God would give it to me. As I child I knew much more than I lost as an adult. But I remember now. And Damn anything that would let me forget again! As God is my Saviour - the Battle has Already been WON! I will not run away in fear again. I will run with Christ as my guide - yelling FREEDOM. Freedom from sin. Freedom from Pain. Freedom from this Life. Freedom for more. Freedom to Go Home. I will fight to help my Lord end the War that has already been won. And when it is over. I am going Home. I am going Home, OneDay. We live in a WarZone friends - never forget that. You do not make your Home in a WarZone. In War you form Deep Bonds -- you live together, battle together, save the day together and even die together. But this Life is not our Home. We are not here to Live Happily Ever After. We are here for Much More than that. But we will get our Happily Ever After. Just not yet. That particular OneDay is not now. For now we stand together and we Fight! We Fight for the Lord! Just as I always wanted. I remember now. I remember my dream. I beg of you God - never let me forget this moment. Never let me fail to SEE. Thank You. So Sleepy. Gnight.
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